Wow, been a while...again. This poor livejournal gets no love. ;.; I shall cuddle it now. *cuddles* Alright, now time for my first real livejournal rant! Wooooo! Okay...there's a big fuss going on right now about the new 1/3 dollzone boys that have just been announced. Now get this straight, I'm not a big dollzone fan just because their molds have never really been my thing, though these big guys are pretty kickass. *stares* Buuuuuuut people are making a big fuss over the bodies being copied. OMFG EVERY BJD IS A SLIGHT COPY OFF VOLKS CAUSE THERE WERE FIRST! THE ENTIRE CONCEPT OF PUBLICLY AVAILABLE BALL JOINTED DOLLS WAS STARTED BY VOLKS! >__________<. *phew* Now that that's off my chest, I can get to my own ranting. Yes, the body is similar to the volks SD16 body, kinda like the soom bodies are similar to the CP bodies BUT THEY AREN'T IDENTICAL. The chest and abs aren't nearly as bulky and out of proportion as yukinojo's abs and torso and they are a different shape. The penis is much nicer in my opinion *take that yukinojo* and the feet, after close inspection, are different. They aren't the same doll. Now, I've agreed with many of the points made on the thread both for and against dollzone. Yes, they are very similar, Yes there are obvious differences....but there was one opinion that just plain PISSED ME OFF!!!!!!!!!1111111@$%#@$%. Some one had the nerve to say something like this. (Now, like I said...I'm not a huge fan of their molds, BUT STILL!) I will not say any names but this person has been rude on the forums before and personally I'm tired of it. Here's the quote: *a sickening one at that*

"I suppose they have the characteristicly ugly DZ faces"

OMFG CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT! SHE EVEN SPELLED CHARACTERISTICALLY WRONG!!! RUDENESS AND STUPIDITY!!! Sure, go home and say that to your friends and your mom; no one gives a rat's fucking ass, but this person said it on a doll forum that has high standards when it comes to maintaining a very polite and friendly atmosphere. This person not only completely point-blank insulted a doll manufacturer, but on a forum full of owners, future owners, and lovers of dollzone dolls. This comment made my stomach turn. People go to these forums to escape these kinds of rude and bitchy comments that they get from people who don't understand the hobby. To have these words shot at you by a fellow doll owner and DoA member is terrible and sad. I just want to give a shout out to this person and say: YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH! *breathes* There I said it. I am usually an extremely polite and friendly person, especially on these forums, but when people say rude, heartless, thoughtless shit like that in a place where people seek refuge from such comments it makes my blood boil. If that person ever says one more rude or obnoxious thing about a doll, a doll company, or a doll owner I will see to it that he/she is reported to the administrator herself.

Wow...poor Livejournal...so neglected. Well, I must admit I'm not much of a 'journal' person, however, I have made a resolution to start using this more often. Hopefully my life will get a little more interesting so that I can use it. *sigh* Well, A-kon is only in a few days, so maybe something overly exciting will happen, and I can finally write more than one stupid paragraph in this thing. Peni-nano is going so that should be pretty interesting, and I hope I bump into Nori a few times *hopefully he'll be in a decent mood* And Holly is probably bringing Gabriel and Uriel *first time Az has 'met' Uri* so that should definatly prove to be an interesting venture. ^^; Let's see...what else has been going on...not much really...umm...I bought Azazel some converse to appease my mother. *she is obsessed with his tiny shoes* The moment she saw the little converse on another doll she has been constantly nagging me to get Az some...and since converse and nice leather pants really arent friends I had to spend another $40 to get him some jeans. >< *smacks him* That's probably why I will never own a Husky, despite my love for them...I just know every day I see that pouty face it will just scream: "Why don't you buy me more good things." And thus my life will become a spiral of debt. XD I guess that's about it for today.

~Britt & Az

And here's some random piccies taken in horrible lighting just for the hell of it...woo...
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A pretty day, a pretty boy.

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Today is Valentine's Day and Azazel wanted to say something special to Garbriel...he just didn't know what. And what does one do when he finds himself short on words? You've got it! Those nasty, chalky, multi-colored conversation hearts!!!

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At last Azazel is complete!! His white wig and red eyes have come in and he's his old evil self again. I adore him even more than I did before...if that's even possible. I just cant; stop gazing into those horrifying red orbs. The send shivers down my spine. ^____^ Why am I such a sucker for the baddies? Oh well. I'll post pictures as soon as I can take some that aren't utter crap. *beats camera against a wall*

I finished Azazel's cloak today. This is the first time I've sewn something entirely on my own. Heh...heh...so in other words...it's pretty crapy. Oh and a warning to newbie sewers...VELVET IS THE DEVIL! >.>; Anyway, here is Azazel, my lovely dark prince. (sorry about the dark pics, the lights in my house are about 50 yrs old >.<)

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I bought Azazel a horribly ugly chair from hobby lobby today, but I was tired of him sitting on the floor or all over my stuff. XD

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This past weekend has been a whirl of emotion. Friday was my first confrontation with Gabriel. For hours we were at each others throats, bearing down on one another like ravenous beasts. The mention of my brother, however, turned my annoyance to rage and I became inflamed with fury. As time went by my horrible anger slowly became sorrow and agony. I must have been blinded by the confusion brought about by the torrent of human emotion, for somehow, I let my secret slip. The secret of my curse, laid upon me as punishment for deeds I shall not discuss here. I can not explained what happened, how it happened, but I found myself pouring my soul out before him. He could care less, why would he care? He, like every other, loved Lucifer, I was to be seen as nothing but a vile demon. He spat it all back in my face. I began to regain most of my composure, trying my hardest not to let emotion take hold again, but he brought Lucifer up again. I wanted to be furious, I wanted to kill him for even mentioning my despicable brother. Then he told me that when I face Lucifer he hopes I will lose. Where I was expecting anger to rise, instead, came a horrible pain, a sadness like I've never known. "He will...In fact...He'll probably kill me." It was then I realized the truth. I did not seek Lucifer or his power, I sought the freedom that only his blade could bring me. It was over...I was broken. I continued to speak...yet I feel I was telling myself these things more than I was Gabriel. "He is the only one who can kill me. I must face him. If i can not defeat him then I will beg him to kill me...." These words sent a shock through me. I felt every bit of strength left in me crumble away. I knew I would fall into darkness. They only thing I had been holding on to, the hope of my return to power, was gone. I was drifting away, my own misery suffocating me, until I felt it. His hand was resting on my lips, his blue eyes filled with pity. I wanted to pull away, but I found myself frozen in place, drowning in his gaze. I begged him to stop, the pain of his touch was unbearable, yet I still could not break away from it, I didn't want to break away from it. After that we shared a much tamer conversation, though I was still very lost.The next time we spoke, a night later, it was the same light-hearted conversation...for the moment. I eventually found myself rudely rushed to leave and tried to draw the conversation to a close. I paused. I felt....I felt something had to be said....something, but I couldn't find words for it. We said our good-byes and I stood to leave, but I stopped just as I turned. I faced him once again, looking strait into those blue eyes. "I...I love you..." I didn't even have time to realize what I had just said before he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms tightly around me. I opened my mouth to protest...but. His lips pressed against mine. I froze, my eyes wide with shock. Then I felt myself melt into his embrace. The pain was excruciating, but I didn't care anymore...I didn't care about anything. We broke apart and I ran without a word to him. I huddled beneathe the sheets of my bed and tried to calmn myself. I didn't no what had just happened...but I did know...that I didn't want it to end. The pain didn't matter anymore. "I do not care if my flesh is torn from my bones I will not turn away from him." I laid myself down beneathe the covers and slept. That night, for the first time in a millennia...I dreamed.

~Azazel

I'm contemplating selling the Juri head I got with Az. I know Lutz said not to, but I don't like her mold at all. I think it's unfair that there are people out there who love her to death and couldn't get her while I got her and she's just going to sit lonely in a draw for the rest of her poor little resin life. I'm also going to use the money to buy Az more luts clothes and wig so there little marketing ploy would work just as well if I sold the head. And yes, I said marketing ploy. The people at Luts are very wonderful people, that comes with being a smaller company, but the giving away of the Juri head was much more than a friendly gesture of love. People who recieve her will now spend hundreds of dollars on a body, clothes, eyes, and wigs, which luts will most likey benefit greatly from. Anyway, back on topic, I would really like to send her to a place that will loce her as muck as I love Az but I'm not sure if my mother will let me sell her...even though she was free...she's weird like that. -_-

One a happier note, I think Az is a little happier here. Atleast he's not smacking me in the face anymore. XD (That is not a joke, I almost lost an eye to that little sucker)I also need to get the poor guy some undies....and a new wig. the wig I got doesn't suit him at all and it's driving me nuts.

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